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When the Praises and the Nissan Go Up.

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In the baptist church, they spin

round their devotees,

ring the bronze-rimmed

school-bell to its clang,

trance into their sung

Prayer jumps, leaps of faith,

corporeal hiccup of the whole giddy frame

to a doption of worked-up drums.

Flee the ground to travel the spirit a next realm.

A next place through the door-open sky.


 

In your month-old car, we spin

As though devoted to earth,

an echoed banging from the back wheel

into our swirling skeletal shock.

Us in the metal-black chariot,

leap across a highway

still quiet in the luck of dawn,

the unformed traffic of this safe second.

I only hear the wheel spinning,

A record disc when the song has ended.

We stayed the grass,

the gurgling drain hanging below us,

and the crepe-pink wall behind.

On the way to the airport,

In front of a door-maker’s advertisement.

Cecil

 

the hunter will have:

 

the best part of the story (read: glorified ambush)

the electric fence (read: oversized taser)

the gall (read: sense of entitlement)

 

the courage to be the more animal

the safety of gun and group

the pink face full of rush

the splayed rug for his living room that he will talk about over cognac

the safari turned ego trip

the one vegetarian daughter who gets upset with him

the afternoon-warmed carcass left open in the sun

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and his story of humble conquest that will be the only story everybody believes.


 

the lion will have:

 

a cruel death (read: in cold blood)

God’s ear in the end (read: thug mansion, because the news called them thugs)

a fair understanding of humans (read: beasts roaming the earth)

 

to endure the hunter’s side of the story because human is not their first language.

the world’s 30 seconds worth of teary-eyed sympathy and then a channel-switch.

their Africanness.

a captioned picture of their last moments flooding social networks to be shared.

the courage to be lion until laid down.

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and the story of their murder, that everybody will question,

even the rest of the pride who stood there and witnessed.

Dilmah

 

For someone so fixed

on keeping the quiet,

for not disturbing the air

of its idle course,

to entertain nothing

louder than a soft stir of tea

against the evening ceramic.

 

A gold-lined rim stained her lip

to an antique thing that does

not move from its place,

ornament of the body

a pretty mouth to not

shape or shame itself

with apology, to cheapen

the charm of its myth.

 

For the glassy stare

at the sudden testimony,

the glazed distance strained

across the homemade

kitchen table when the truth

comes out, a brassy favor

to the hushed room.

 

All she does is flatten

her tongue to its roof

to quell the reflex gulp,

absorbs the scald with

the composure of a

practiced mute,

rests the cup down

and gives it a good dismissive look

as though it is the more

inconvenient thing than this talk,

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than anything I have said to her

about her son’s son and his

wrongful hands. How he would

wait for her to disappear quietly-

a trail of unread tea leaves leading

to her bedside television set

to make a covered mouth

of me in the next room.

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she does not ever stop sipping.

she does not stop stirring the dose

even when the pouch bursts open

under the now knife-like spoon, 

a red confetti of hibiscus

spurts then settles at the base.

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She nods without looking at me,

my bursting eyes having nobody’s

gaze to drain into,

She asks if I could go to the bank

for her before it closes this evening,

does not wait for an answer,

and starts clearing the table

of everything spilled.

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